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 i hope this email finds you close to done with finals and ready to head home.  i know im not yet, but then again, this place is closer to the idea of home than my house was for a while.

i know about what happened this past weekend and it feels weird. everything feels weird. 

i feel like i still couldnt talk to you because of this possibility that there is still something there. and by possibility i mean, i feel like there is. i regret never telling you to the extent that every thing sucked for me, for having so many walls, and for not putting my foot down when i should have.

i loved having sex with you.

i still love the idea of doing it, and i would tonight if i could.  i showed a lot of restraint but it was because i felt i had to.